Hello my name is Idan (Nissim) Baraness, and I wanted to share my long walk with low self-esteem, people pleasing and victim mentality. How through my journeys and experience I was able to find my way back home and how I was able to find and ignite my personal power.
Through my journey I was able to work and shift my energy field and my life for the better. My goal is to share and present my understanding and experience of our energy fields regarding everyday life. I will be sharing and talking about subjects related to our self-esteem, co-dependency, need for approval, self-confidence, self-authority, self-value and more.
I grew up as a highly sensitive child, which until about ten years ago seemed like a curse more than a blessing. At that time I didn’t know yet that my sensitivity is actually a talent that help me to grasp more of reality and allow me to really sense the energetic field and frequency that is around me.
I have always had an attraction to psychology, spirituality and mysticism, but it always been something on the background and my dominant point of focus. My first-hand experience with energies and the unseen worlds behind our eyes started with the Ayahuasca journey I took in the beginning of 2015. Ayahuasca is a hallucinogen plant medicine brew, originated in South America and used by Amazonian tribes. During the Ayahuasca ceremony I was able to tap into new talents I didn’t know I have. At the time I thought that what I am experiencing is just an after effect of the ceremony, but what I was really feeling is my own sensitivity that until then wasn’t activated yet.
Time went by and I’ve learned more and more about myself and my energy fields. Our main energy centers, what we call our Chakras were no longer an idea that I read about in some book or post, I could actually feel them and their effect on me and my behavior. From that day things like self-esteem, will power and self-confidence were related to energies to me, energies that can be worked on and be manipulated. For years I felt that something is missing in Psychology for me. Psychology works great many times off course, but I felt that the energy-spiritual part is missing. For instance, grounding can help a lot with confidence and focus, so working with the base energy center can be a great additional tool for a therapist (as with the other energy centers).
Understanding our deep personal stories and how they affect our unique authentic self and our energy is essential to our well-being. Being able to connect to our soul and see our true self through our deepest and most complex shadows and fears takes a lot of courage but brings so much joy, freedom and power, which is what I’ve learned and been through in the last few years.
Note that anything I will post in here is not covered by science, or by any psychological authority, but only reflect my experience and understanding of the subject. With that being said, I hope the information that I put in here will be helpful or at least interesting to some of you.
Allow me to share with you what I have learned and what is my practices today.
Wish you all Love, Abundance and Joy!